alright so homecoming was hot, mad ppl showed up.  peglegs won. i wasnt there to see the victory because i had a hockey game to play.  yours truly scored...four times.  Stuy won 6-0 despite having only 6 players for the first period.

life is strange, everyone seems to be dying.  superman is dead, my grandma is in the hospital because she got hit by a car, her husband died of injuries, a family friend is in the hospital, damn wtf.

one week of school done, too many more to follow.  being a senior is great.  barely have any classes, but i have too many holes in my schedule(ie free periods).  looks like i'm gonna follow in oleg's footsteps and make my way to the ping pong tables to pass time.

Real Fact # 3  - NHL is locked out for this season.

looks like i'm only gonna watch football this winter. oh well, i guess i'll just have to deal with it.  its kind of better for me because i will have one less distraction keeping me from completing my college apps on time... Wharton - School of business - UPenn, please accept me.

lately i've been noticing how stupid some ppl are and it really irks me, but i guess i have no choice but to acquiese.  its the dumbing down of society.

just a little thing i wrote after an incident with a dick who will remain nameless.

why
why didnt i punch when i had the chance?
why didnt i knock him on his ass?
why did i keep my anger conserved?
why didnt i give him what he deserved?
why did i keep myself in check?
deck one, deck two
they'll both be hitting the deck.
why.
i'm the wrong vato to fuck with,
you better duck quick,
cuz u dont stand a chance,
when i connect you'll be in a trance,
i'm the wrong one to fuck with,
cuz i'm restless, helpless, and just a little careless.
not afraid of going all out, just afraid to take someone out... of this world

as angry as i get, i somehow find a way to calm myself b4 someone gets hurt, but this time someone else popped off and started swinging.  i didnt swing just held him down to stop him. everything was broken up and he still kept talking.   every instinct told me to deck him but i didnt.  i didnt because he was overreacting, fighting over something stupid.  i look back at things and wonder how different everyting would have been had i swung.  the kid would surley be out, down for the count.  but the fact remains that i hadnt swung and i just get even more angry thinking about that.  hopefully i will learn to forgive but i will never forget.  just a bit of advice to the kid i quarrled with:  i dont wanna hurt no one but man u just continue to push my buttons.  i will snap and the day that i do will not be pretty, so i advise you not to egg me on cuz i have 17 years of unresloved rage that will let loose and when it does i pray to god that your mom will be able to identify u.

mike, thanks for cooling me off.